So today I had my first appointment with my new therapist. Normally I don’t like to see female doctors because I feel like they try to put themselves in my shoes and that they find me lacking. I hate feeling judged and I hate feeling like I failed so….I just don’t bother with them. I liked this lady though. I’m not sure how it’s going to all end up obviously because I’ve met her once but I’m excited about the potential progress.